Lamenting on Life

So I decided to try this out. Hey, it can't be any worse than living my life out loud as I am right now...making an ass out of myself over some stupid asshole who doesn't deserve me and being an ass to my friends because I can't get over him. So, I decided to write it all down. If anyone reads this so be it, and if no one does, who gives a fuck! Yes, a place that I can write my feelings down, bitch, scream, and throw a fit and I don't give a shit or a flying FUCK who reads it because I am somewhat anonymous. No worries of being discovered...of having my profession jeopardized because I am human and not all together like it seems everyone else is...screw it. I'm loving it!